Sugared out
I’m just sugared out. I had so many sweets today from trying to eat what was left over at the hjc fundrasier to roeser’s bakery, it all made me tummy become no more sugar. I need water. The good thing is that my mum bro and dad aren’t that mad at me for staying longer then expected. I was suppose to take a 5 o clock train and ended up taking the seven one since South shore is crap. I had my CBS interview yesterday and now i’m thinking, did i really make a good impression on them. I’m horrible with words, well horrible with spoken roads being asked questions of why do I like this. I really can’t answer certain things right because I just feel it and visualize it and can’t say it. I could say it with written words, but not spoken. It’s a big problem I have to overcome. I have a feeling that maybe I didn’t get it and that nortwestern kid got it…I have a feeling, a big feeling that I won’t get it…But then I had a good one that I presented myself well, she liked me a lot, I made her smile all the time. And I spoke clearly, well except for saying sorry for being too early. Which is a good thing. I don’t know. I’ll just pray they call me and I get it. If I don’t get, then wow rejected again. God must really not want me to be broadcast…
